Well he musta been on PCP. That is what they would say if anyone not in the military did that. Now this is just the kind of morale and indomitable spirit I am talking about. Everyone can have that if only they figure it out in their heads first. Having a very good reason to live is always important but if you have your mind set before ever getting in that situation, as to what you want to do when it happens, then there is no question as to how you will react. Everything begins and ends in the mind.