Cynic that I am, that question sounds like one an Agent of any of a number of many Government Agencies or someone wanting to take advantage of Red Flag Laws would ask so as to go Gestapo on your ass. Each and every MAN or WOMAN has to make that personal choice, just like they would have to in a dangerous situation where the decision and distinction between use of force or deadly force is used. I will not try to explain it any clearer for you, and where I might make that decision if forced to, is no ones damned business but mine! I will again state just a few facts. The government has done extensive invasive background checks on me and I have proof that at one time I held a Top Secret Clearance for things I did in military service of the USA. I also trained security forces in use of several weapons to include use of force and deadly force. I also am a Oath Keeper. Many people are. If you don't understand that, I have questions for you before I will bother to explain. IMHO some folks have no right whatsoever to question what I do, or why, or when. Your position in that remains to be seen, and at this point I do not trust you. I do not trust others easily.